The Way I Used to Be...

These stars look like a crowd of PEOPLE |
I entrust my DREAM to a shining s t a r >>

Oh yes, I have returned to Xanga, because myspace is severely overrated and extremely boring. I deleted my old one and made a new one that no one but my closer, less creepy friends know about. Just the normal creepy ones know about it. A shitload of stuff has happened this summer. Surprising, because I didn't think it would. First off, lemme say that Harry Potter is totally the shit. Most deff. I read and finished the last book in a week, exactly; the saturday after it came out I was squashed in the backseat of a stuffy minivan reading the epilouge, which may I add, SUCKED. I'm pretty pissed off at Ms Rowling, too. Why the fuck did she have tokill off Fred? HE WAS THE COOL TWIN! ;__; I laughed when George got his ear blown off. Thought that was sorta ironic. And Harry, c'mon now, you named your children Lily, James and Albus Serverus? What the hell were you on, mate? Ginny should've punched you in the face...

Ugh, I'm so tired now... I wanted to write more but I've been awake since five am so... I'm hittin' the hay. See ya.

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Lyra

How are you today? erm... pretty good.
Really? Why? because I know i'm getting KFC soon and i fucking love KFC
So, what's your name again? you can call me lyra.
What was the last thing you ate? sour punch straws with a dr. pepper
Are you listening to music now? no... but i was...
What is it? fallout boy
What kind of toilet paper do you use? whatevers conviently by the toilet
Do you know anyone who doesn't use toilet paper? nuuuuu...
Are you crushing, single, or taken? single and glad. xDD
Have you ever seen a live hippo? no, but that'd be rad. a hippo...
I'm a pirate. why? ninjas are way better
Do you have any medical problems? ...im allergic to that one detergent, sun, i think it is
What's your social security number? you mean that number i use to get lunch at school? 1711410.
What do you want to name your kid if it's a girl? oooh dude i totally had a name, but i just forgot it...
What if it's a boy? trevor. deff.
Is there anything you're obsessed with? gaiaonline, i suppose.
I like Ebay. thats excellent.
Did you ever wet the bed when you were little? course. who didnt?
Do you wear polos? polos? like the shirt? hell no.
Do you shop at Hollister, AE, Aeropostale, etc...? erm... delia's?
How about Hot Topic or Journeys? hecksyeah
How many shoes do you own? twelve. but i only wear three. including my slippers.
Are your school dances good or bad? psh, we dont have school dances. my school is poor.
What is the closest thing to your right hand? a pen
Look behind you. What do you see? a wall. =.
Do you have any pets? i did when i was little but i had a bad habit of killing them on accident.
Bush. Yay or nay? wtf do i care about bush?
Are you for or against abortion? anti. im not having kids, but they still are living things...
Have you ever been to New Zealand? nuuuuuuu...
How about Iraq? nuhuh
Or maybe Japan? wtf japans across the friggan planet...
What's the most expensive piece of clothing you own? er... how about my shoes? 
Object? my magic picture box. or my camera.
What color do you absolutley despise? color? hilighter yellow. all the other yellows are cool xcept THAT one.
When was the last time you wanted to kill someone? yesterday morning
Do you like Lamb Of God? wtf is that?
Are you one of the few who don't have a myspace? i did, but i got sick of it and went all deletie on it
Do you have a myspace, but find it quite boring? did and yersh
How do you feel about this survey so far? amusing.
Have you ever heard of deviantart? yersh im on there now
Which of your friends have you known the longest? uh... ive know cassie for all of six months. all my other 'friends' suck.
What color are the walls in your room? plaster white
Is there a scanner near you? no.
Where's your cell phone? in another city
What kind of music do you listen to constantly? boys like girls. brandy. my final fantasy 9 soundtrack...
What song can you play over and over again and never get tired of? have you ever by brandy
Have you heard of The Postal Service? yesh...
How about Jack's Mannequin? nuu
Are you subscribed to alunassurveys? no.
If not, you should be. pass
How many X-Rays have you had? one when i was six and fell off the jungle gym and broke something in my knee or something...
What for? xDDD just explained
Is there something you should be doing instead of this? psh. no, it's 9 and its summer.
When was the last time you got so drunk you couldn't remember your name? straight edge.
Have you ever smoked weed? *looks up*
Have you set your hair on fire? nuu... sounds like fun, though
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? ...my mom?
Have you ever been kissed at all? hell yes.
What color is your underwear? *peeks* red and white and black
Do you wear boxers? sometimes
What's your favorite flower? psh, you cant eat flowers. gimme candy.
Do you have allergies? ...i thought we went over this...
I don't have them. lucky bastard
Who is your best friend? dont have best friends. leads to too much drama
Let's hear about them. lets not
Don't people who lie to make themselves seem better suck? ...sure.
How many insturments do you play? two.
Do you know anyone who has lost their virginity? yersh
I want a chinchilla. ooh i remember that show, the adventures of jackie chan or sumpthin or other. that was a kick ass show. X3
What are your plans for this weekend? goin up to see mai couz he kicks so much ass
Are you in a band? nuuuu
What grade will you be in next year? 11 that means i can go off campus for lunch (not like i havent already)
Can you draw well? doodle.
Have you ever ran into a door because you didn't see it? YES!
Where does your dad work? i really dont give a shit
How about your mom? American Airlines

What's your grandma's name? my favorite grandma's name is alletha but i call her g-mama lol
Have you ever been to the hospital? yersh
I hate the taste and smell of coffee, but I drink it anyway because I need the energy because I don't get any sleep during the night. What about you? coffe is good when its conveinient
Do you use teeth whiteners? no. i brush my teeth every day. :]
What was your 4th grade teachers name? mrs. smith god she was a bitch. i think she's dead now...
Do you think your fat? nuuu, my stomach is a lil giggly, though
How much do you weigh anyway? last time i checked, 10...2?

Do you have OCD? everyone does
Doesn't 50 Cent suck? no. i like 50 cent.
What drink do you drink constantly? water
Do you still watch animated Disney movies? YES i love them
Have you ever been to California? yah when i was ten
Do you like spandex? do you?
What is one thing that you've done that a lot of people said you couldn't? pass spanish I. i made a seventy somethin.
Should I end this survey soon? please.

*YAWN*

How much 'Emo' are you?

[x] I love skinny jeans.
[x] Music is my life.
[x] I write poetry/song lyrics.
[] My hair covers part of my face.
[x] I wear band shirts.
[] I know who Jeffree Star is.
[xx] I wear converses.
[x] I wear vans.
[xx] I wear eyeliner.
[xx] I often wear alot of hoodies, with the hood on my head
[xx] I listen to sad music
[ ] I'm in a band.
[ ] My AIM screen name has/had x's in it.
[xx] I understand that My Chemical Romance is not emo.
[xx] I also understand that Green Day is not emo.
[xx] I know what mosh means.
[xx] I sit in corners often.
[xx] I dislike MTV.
[xx] I take pictures of myself a lot.
[xx] especially ones where you can't see my whole face.
[xx] I am lost without an/my iPod
[xx] I know that emo is not just a stereotype.
[xx] I could not live without my hair straightener.
[xx] I have thick rimmed glasses.
[xx]I have no issue with bi/gay people.
[xx only sometimes] I hate my life
[] I have/had a mohawk.
[xx] I wear black nail polish.
[xx] I'm not close to my mom
[] I'm not close to my dad
[xx] I hate where i live.
[xx] Black is a great color.
[] Right now I am listening to music
[] I know what hxc and sxe means.
[] Myspace=Love
[xx] Hot Topic doesn't scare me.
[xx] I wear studded belts.
[xx] I want/have lip piercings and tattoos
[] For Guys: I have kissed another guy.
[] For Guys: I have worn girls jeans.
[] For Girlies: I love Pete Wentz.
[xx] My hair is naturally dark
[] You have/ had dyed your hair black.
[xx] Your closet is mostly filled with black or dark clothes.
[] You cry a lot.
[xx] You write on yourself.
[xx] You have been called emo before.
[xx] I'm lonley
[xx] I listen to undiscovered bands

i can see you dying...

Imogen heap – Hide and Seek

Where are we?
What the hell is going on?
the dust has only
just begun to form
crop circles in the carpet
sinking feeling

spin me 'round again
and rub my eyes
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines
all those years
they were here first

oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before
the takeover
the sweeping insensitivity
of this
still life

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines
blood and tears
they were here first

mm, what d'ya say?
Mm, that you only meant well, well, of course you did
mm, what d'ya say?

This, it's all for the best, of course it is

Mm, what d'ya say?
That it's just what we need, you decided this
mm, what did you say?

What did you say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling, no, I don't believe you
you don't care a bit, you don’t care a bit

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling, no, I don't believe you
you don't care a bit, you don’t care a bit

You don’t care a bit

You don’t care a bit

You don’t care a bit

You don’t care a bit

You don’t care a bit

Sing Until Your Lungs Give Out

HelloGoodbye

Here (In Your Arms)

I like where we are, 

when we drive in your car. 

I like where we are, here. 

Cause our lips can touch. 

And our cheeks can brush. 

Our lips can touch, here. 

Where you are the one, the one, 

That lies close to me. 

Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly." 

I fell in love, in love, with you suddenly. 

Now there's no place else, 

I could be, but, Here in your arms.

I like where you sleep, 

When you sleep next to me. 

I like where you sleep, here. 

Our lips can touch. 

And our cheeks can brush. 

Cause our lips can touch, here. 

Where you are the one, the one, 

That lies close to me. 

Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly." 

I fell in love, in love, with you suddenly. 

Now there's no place else, 

I could be, but, Here in your arms.

Our lips can touch. Our lips can touch, 

Here. 

You are the one, the one, 

That lies close to me. 

Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly." 

I fell in love, in love with you suddenly. 

Now there's no place else, 

I could be but here in your... 

You are the one, the one, that lies close to me. 

Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite, miss you quite..."

I fell in love, in love, with you suddenly. 

Now there’s no place else, I could be, but, 

Here in your arms.

Here, here, here, here in your arms. 

Oh, here in your... arms.